Decadent Buck a Book Sale – Blog Hop

Daily Dose of Decadent Blog put this out earlier in the month and I completely missed telling you about it. While my releases aren’t on this list, there are a TON of great books being discounted so be sure to follow the blog hop!

 

In case you need some Decadence from me:  Unedited Excerpt from my contemporary romance Paula’s Craving follows -

Paula wrapped her legs around Ryan’s hips, enjoying the strength in his body.

He thrust inside her, entwined arms cradling her close like she imagined he would.

The weight of his body blanketed hers now, his mouth fell on her.  He tasted masculine, of honey and whiskey, his aroma a heady scent mingling with their arousal.

He trailed kisses down her chin, nibbling over her flesh, making each nerve stand up and beg its turn for his affections.

She tightened her thighs around him, wrapped her arms around his broad shoulders and let him fill her to the brim over and over again.

Ryan caressed her breast, pinched the nipple and took it in his mouth, forcing a moan from her.

She arched her breasts upward, loving the wet suction of his lips and the flicking of his tongue back and forth over her nipple.

He caressed her hips, drove slowly in and out, rocking his hips against hers so he hit her clit just the right way.

Tightness swelled in her belly.  Every bit of her burned for him.  She tangled fingers in his long blond hair and tried to bring his mouth to hers.

He murmured something against her breast, then licked a trail of heat up her chest, over her collarbone before finally stopping at her ear.

“Baby, I’m so glad,” she panted, “Finally!”

Ryan stopped mid thrust, stiffened against her and jerked his head up.

“What?”  She opened her eyes and met his gaze, found the fierceness and some other emotion in the depths of his blue irises.

Quickly, he masked his emotions again and began a slow, rhythmic movement that made Paula’s breath hitch.

She dug her nails into his arms, moved her hands jerkily down to grip his waist and help him thrust harder.

“So close,” she threw her head back.  “So close, come with me, Ryan.  Come with me!”

He took advantage of her open mouth and captured her lips, thrusting his tongue in at the same speed he drove his cock in.

Every movement seemed to be for her.  Hell, even after all this time apart, she swore they fit together perfectly. Ryan had been the shy one in high school but she caught onto his little game.

He’d been on her mind again.  Ryan always occupied her mind at the oddest times, providing unspoken support when she most needed it.  Then, she bumped into him at one of her local haunts and when his eyes met hers, her heart hammered.

Just the same way Ryan’s hips did against hers.

Every bit of contact against his skin wasn’t enough.  She clawed at his hips, urging him on before his final thrust sent her over the edge.

Paula stiffened, moaning his name while running her hands up Ryan’s large frame. “Come baby!”

At that moment, he did, his cock pulsing rapidly inside her.

She squeezed him harder, dug her heels into his ass while she ran her fingers through his hair and stroked him.

His breathing labored, heart pounded loudly against her chest.

Finally, he settled down and lay over her, blanketing her.

A few minutes passed.  Paula shifted, reluctantly slid Ryan out of her, tugged off the used condom and discarded it.  Someday she’d like to feel him explode inside her.  Right now, his suggestion of safe sex both warmed her heart and irritated her.

Padding over to the bathroom, she grabbed a washcloth, cleaned herself off and sauntered back to the bed in her Vegas hotel room.  Looking at Ryan’s muscular frame and the way his hair fell over his face, softening his features, made her heart flutter a little.

Slowly, she crawled back into bed beside him, felt him clutch her possessively.

A smile crossed her lips as she closed her eyes and let the sound of his even breathing send her into dreamland.

The next morning Paula woke up to an empty space beside her.  No note, no remnants, nothing.

Ryan had disappeared.

She grit her teeth and bit back tears at the thought he’d  give her an incredible time then leave without so much as a kiss goodbye.

That didn’t seem like him.  Well, actually it did but it wasn’t the real him.

No man bared his soul in bed to her like Ryan had.

Paula sat up and wiped away tears she couldn’t stop from falling, then steadied her resolve.  “You’re not getting away from me, Ryan.”

Look out soon for Paula’s Craving, coming from Decadent Publishing

First Chapter from Finding Eternity – from Bound After Midnight

1boundaftermidnight1600x2400The ties that bind are not always visible, the universal concept of love, not always seen clearly through the eyes of the wandering traveler.  This is no truer than in the case of Solan, a warrior with an unknown destiny in “Finding Eternity.” Wounded on the battlefield, his rescue by a vampire who yearns to be his proves to be too much for a man with no concept of ownership.

CHAPTER ONE

 

Light from an explosion blinded him. Another detonation rocked the ground beneath him, forcing him to his knees.  Solan gripped the hilt of his sword, pulled it from its sheath and stabbed the ground.  Using the sword for leverage, he forced himself to his feet in time to free the sword and counter the attack coming at him.

His blade connected with the other man’s and rang out, sparks flying.

“You die now, warrior.” Grunting, behemoth swung his blade at Solan.

Solan parried and jumped back.  Eyes narrowed, he focused on the weak spot in his opponent’s armor.  Dressed in leather boots, gauntlets, and clean rust colored armor, the man known simply as an Outsider heaved his sword back.  With one hand, he swung the giant blade at Solan.

Solan jumped away and charged in, swinging his sword across the Outsider’s midsection. He cut into the leather but barely scraped the skin.

The Outsider laughed and struck back, lunging at Solan, fist cocked back.

Solan took the blow to his lungs, wind whooshing out of him.  He swore bone cracked. That wasn’t good.  No hospitals in the area for at least two days journey meant he’d probably have to repair the injury himself, along with other cuts and scrapes he’d acquired in battle.

In rapid fire succession, the Outsider jumped again at Solan, thrusting sword and fist at him.

Solan leapt back and away.  Each time, the Outsider swung, wind from his attacks bit into bite into Solan’s skin.

His strength would only hold up another few minutes at best before the Outsider’s blade cut into him and tore him to pieces.

“I could keep this up,” the Outsider swung again, “for hours.  My strength is legendary.  If you’d left well alone after I brutally killed that petty human, you wouldn’t be in this position.”

Solan said nothing as he blocked the sword coming at his head.  Straining, he parried the blade away and countered with an attack of his own.

The Outsider stopped his advance, held up his free hand. Thick fingers curled and uncurled, a white ball of light formed and hovered above his palm.  Soundless energy swept up into a point, making the air crackle. Solan saw his chance.

The Outsider cocked his fist back and started to throw the light.

Solan ducked, barely missing the strike before he thrust his sword up, catching the Outsider below his ribs.  “Victory will be mine.”

Surprise slowly spread across the Outsider’s face.  He coughed blood and looked down at the new wound in his chest with wide eyes.

“You cannot heal that wound.  This blade is made from special iron and has been blessed by the Goddess Herself.  This battle,” Solan withdrew his blade, “is over.”

The ball of light dissipated into glimmers of light, disappearing and the Outsider fell to his knees, blood dripping down his chin.  Solan had cracked ribs and his blade punched through the attacker’s body completely.  Solid metal pierced the lung, silencing the wounded man.

The Outsider swung one last time.

Too close to deflect the blow with his weapon, Solan spun away in attempt to catch the blade in his weak arm.

The tip of the blade caught him, tearing deep in his flesh.

He grit his teeth, wiped sweat from his brow and looked around, scanning the barren land.  Several hundred yards from where he stood, an army made its way through what used to be lush forest and crystal clear streams.

Now, only soot and gunpowder filled the air.  The blue skies had turned gray, the ground empty, devoid of life.

Another explosion landed near him, sending him flying several feet back.  Mortar and shells fired off in rapid succession as the invaders sieged the lands and pushed back the humans attempting to defeat what Solan knew as otherworldly beings.

He had to get away.  The wound on his arm was one of many he’d acquired.

He’d lost a lot of blood.  Only dedicated skill had saved his life.  The Outsider had him outweighed by at least a good hundred pounds of solid muscle.  His skill, speed and strength combined had him in Solan’s face so using his whip remained impossible.

Two attackers forced him to leave behind his short sword.  He’d pinned them to a tree.  If he pulled the blade, they’d heal. If he left it in, they’d die in hours.

By a miracle, he still breathed.

His lungs burned inhaling smoke and death, his eyes stung, sweat ran down his forehead.  He reached into one of his kilt pockets, pulled out a rag and tore it into strips.  With difficulty concentrating, he tied the makeshift bandage around his arm.

His stomach grumbled.  He hadn’t eaten in two days.  The last village he passed through had been terribly impoverished. His warrior’s code wouldn’t let him take from those with less.

Silence echoed loudly around him, indicating the army had long moved on from this front, Solan found himself left alone with only his thoughts.

“No cut too deep,” he took a step forward.  Then another.  Dirt and gravel crunched beneath his boots.  “No road too long.  No wind too hard…”  The words came out by rote, a chant he’d heard ever since coming to consciousness one day. Strain in his voice became apparent.

Nothing around the desolate battlefield could sustain him.  With darkness setting soon, his only respite would be sleep, if he could find shelter.

The war between humans and the Other raged endlessly.

When he awoke to find the palace he called home ablaze, he knew only one thing.  Find safety, then regroup.  He’d been on the road so long that safety was no longer a priority.  He’d soon discovered the world was in a chaotic state.  The Others tried to conquer the humans, and the balance of power shifted often.

He supposed in the end, he was his own side.

Solan had to survive; he had a destiny to fulfill.

His vision blurred.  Something dug into his uncovered knees and cut his skin.

Someone yelled.

Solan realized it was his scream permeating the air.

Tears streaked down his cheeks. Failure was not an option as long as blood flowed through his veins and his heart beat.  What he wouldn’t give to end his loneliness.

Someone, something, in the air flew toward him.  A figure.  He could only make out slender features in the fog and mist before the ground came at him too quickly and he saw black.

* * * *

Something wet and warm slid across his forehead, bringing him back from unconsciousness.  Solan didn’t move, but he opened his senses.  The softness of pillows and blankets cradled his body.

“No night too dark.”

Dripping water pulled his attention to his left, before warmth of a washcloth brushed over his forehead again.

“No road too long.”

Those words.

The voice was feminine, soft, with a foreign lilt that sounded sweet to his ears.

“No wind too strong.”

A washcloth.  Reality intruded the dull haze he’d been in as muscles ached and he let out a groan.

Carefully, he opened his eyes.

“You’re awake.”

Blurred vision gave way to reveal the face of an angel.

Or a demon.

Midnight blue hair hung straight, framing an oval face. Ruby red lips meant for easing the suffering of man caused him to harden.

Her eyes seemed lifeless at first glance.

Solan stared harder into the pools of her irises, found himself sinking slowly into the depths of Krylon blue before shaking himself out of a trance.

Pain sliced through his limbs.

“Be careful.  I’ve given you something for the pain, but,” she ran a hand through her hair and he imagined what it would feel like to tangle his fingers in her long locks.

She smiled, showed tiny fangs.

He gasped, “You’re a,” he tried to move, agonizing pain cut through him. He clenched his teeth, the warrior in him refusing to scream.

Her brows furrowed together.  “Yes, warrior.  I am the undead.”

“Where did you learn those words?”

“I don’t know,” she set a washcloth back in the basin.  “They have been in my head for many years now.  I cannot remember a time when I didn’t think of them. Why do you ask?”

Solan closed his eyes.  “No reason.”

Her arm brushed against his, sending a jolt of arousal coursing through him.  Again, he grunted, more in frustration at not being able to move or react, than anything else.

“This will sting a bit, but it’s necessary to change the dressings on your shoulder.  The cuts are very deep and we had to replace a lot of what you lost.”

His eyes widened.

“No,” she shook her head, “Not with our blood.  There are willing humans who donate to us as we require in return for our protection.  The damage to your body was so great that our herbs would not cure you.”

The first time in ages he’d talked to someone who wasn’t trying to kill him and she had to be a vampire.  What did that say of his life?  “I see.”  He inhaled slowly, careful not to send another shock of pain through his system.  Exhaling was slightly more comfortable.

“When I found you, I tried to heal you with magic but the wounds wouldn’t close.  Something bad…”

“An Outsider.”  He turned his head to look at the basin and remove her pretty face from his sight.

“Yes.”  She picked up something metal, he caught the gleam of candlelight reflecting off it.  “You’re not-”

Two fingers pressed against his mouth.  “The razor is sharp.  You have bomb shrapnel in you.  I’m simply going to remove it.”

The contact of her fingers against his lips made his throat dry.  He had to have her despite her being…

“Look away, it will hurt less.”

“You don’t have medicine to numb me?”

She swiped the knife through a flame, studied the blade at eye level and blinked.  “I do not.”

Eyes wide, Solan jerked against her, sending pain lacing through his body.  His heart skipped a beat.  “You can’t bespell me?”

She shook her head from side to side.  “Sadly, no.”

His eyes met hers and he found himself getting lost in her gaze, yet it wasn’t the intentional power of persuasion screaming in his head that stole his focus.  It was just…her.

With careful attention, she brought the knife to his flesh and cut along the injured area.

Solan stared down the line of her body, jerked from the knife cutting and pain, but found he liked the way the purple dress fit her.  Large breasts spilled from the lace top. If he had to guess, the dress reached floor length and tapered at the waist.  He couldn’t move past her breasts.

Her eyes met his and her lips curled up in an appreciative smile.  Then she frowned.

“Ouch,” the sting bit into him, and his arm suddenly felt lighter.

She pulled out the metal and dropped it into a container beside her.  “Just as I suspected.   The Outsider’s blade had magic woven into the folding of steel.”

Solan arched a brow.  “You can detect magic?”

She nodded.  “There are many things not understood about our race, but the humans won’t ask. And the Outsiders seek to control us.”

“What do you want?”

Her face lit up, then a mask concealed her former joyous expression.  “We want the same thing every being wants.  Peaceful days.”

“Can you overpower the Outsiders?”

“We can.  But they outnumber us since our race is dying.”

He’d heard.  The Outsiders sought to rule and blanket the world with chaos.  Humans fought bravely but lost out due to the sheer size and strength of the typical Outsider.  Vampires didn’t appear to be a factor.  “Rumors and legends abound about your kind.”

Again, she nodded, and the light reflected off her pale skin.  Shadows danced over her flesh.  Solan swore he saw demons running over her skin but then again, he could be hallucinating.

“The spell works to slow down the opponent upon drawing blood.  It’s as though weight is added to compound the severity of your injuries.  The mind cannot process the additional weight so fast, so you end up spent before your much larger opponent.”

Slowly, Solan let out a deep breath.  “No wonder he seemed so much faster.”

“I am Katherine, by the way.”  She threaded a needle and began stitching the wound in his arm.  “Most of your other wounds I can heal with magic if you will allow.  For now, you should rest.”

Solan started to protest but the pinch of her needle stopped him.  His stomach grumbled.

“I have no doubt a fierce warrior like you needs provisions.  I shall see to it that you are fed.  Right now, we’re hoping the blood we gave you remains in your system.”

He cocked a brow.  “My body could reject your blood?”

“While our magic is strong, our knowledge of medicines and the human body is…lacking.”  Her voice dropped.  Katherine looked away.

Though it pained him, Solan lifted his left arm, grit his teeth and touched her cheek.

He had no idea her skin would be so soft.

Running the pad of his thumb along her jaw line, he turned her face toward him.  “I can only thank you for your kindness. If I can do…”

Katherine smiled.  “Your kindness is all I ask, warrior.  Do you…” she set a hand on his chest lightly, “have a name?”

Heat warmed him, hardened him.  Despite his wounds, intense desire coursed through him for Katherine.  A warrior’s name was something to share exclusively with trusted company.  Right now, Solan felt like he could trust her, even if she was one of the walking dead.  He closed his eyes, evened his breathing and enjoyed the warmth settling around him.

“Solan.”

“Very well, Solan.  I shall love you back to full health.”

The last thing he heard was the sound of her breathing before sleep overtook him.

To read more AND find out what worlds authors Bonni Sansom and Margie Church delved into,

Purchase BOUND AFTER MIDNIGHT from Sizzler Editions

50 Gays of Shade – New Release

The cover for the highly anticipated gay Anthology 50 Gays of Shade comes out from Torquerue Press on February 13th.  Best selling author Kiernan Kelly decided to try her hand at editing and came up with this anthology, a brilliant collection of authors all writing the hottest in m/m and BDSM.

My Contribution – Into the Void – involves a dominant who let the noise of the world come crashing down on the relationship he shared with Trent, his loyal, loving 50gaysofshadesubmissive.  That is, until Shade calls and questions David’s character.

Look for the URL to purchase on February 13th!

For now, here’s the cover!

Sexual Fantasy in Romance

The stereotypical image of female romance authors writing in sexy lingerie sent my blood boiling. With that glass of wine and needed inspiration, writing erotic romance became an easy choice for me.  You should see this author at trade shows, always a drink in hand, always surrounded by sexy women and of course I only go to the sexiest, sexy parties.

Damn, wouldn’t that fantasy be nice?  It isn’t “too” far from the truth that I do tend to have a drink in hand at most conventions, more often than not, and whether it’s Cecilia Tan or one of my lovely groupies, I do tend to be surrounded by sexy people everywhere.  I must maintain my image.

Earlier this year I was in Atlanta for Frolicon, promoting myself as an author amongst the kinky crowd and it wasn’t out of place to see me with my arm around a naked woman.  Truth is, said naked woman was one of my hosts and is a nude model and actress, but that’ll be our little secret.  The fantasy I create in my erotic stories should mimic those written by authors before me and those coming after me.  And believe me, those coming after me are usually in a hurry to repeat the process…

I write to escape, I write to give escape.  I write because, what else the hell would I do?

When my publicist and agents said I should give myself a title to distinguish myself from the other three or four (straight) males in this business, I thought Hey, I can do that.  I can be the bad boy of romance.  It’s not too far a stretch, honestly.  I write hard, I play hard.  I relax, hard.  Hell, I’m always hard! 

I’m sure if I thought about it, I could probably tie in the word “hard” to one of my books from Decadent Publishing or Sizzler Editions, but even that’s hard.  Wait, I’m sensing a theme…

The point is I do this for me, I do this for you and I do this because the image of who I am is fun.  At the end of our days shouldn’t we feel like not only have we accomplished something, but accomplished something we WANTED and ENJOYED?  Writing romance gives me that.  To be honest, I’m pretty lucky and I know just how blessed I am.  But I’ll digress as the real reason you’re here is to see what’s underneath my kilt.

Go on, take a peak.  Until next time…

Dark Sensualities and Primal Instincts can be found at Amazon

Published in: on November 20, 2012 at 8:14 am  Leave a Comment  
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Slowing down the author train

Cover for Menage Bound, a romantic bdsm tale of an impending threesome

Looks like after finishing up Saint in Sinner’s Eyes, I’m taking a break as an author.  Sort of.  What’s coming up is that I have those projects mentioned in an earlier blog post that need finishing, fixing what have you.  I’m pretty excited to finally put out some new material and some old material that has actually been improved upon since original publication.

I just sent off what was originally titled “Iolite’s Ritual” to Sizzler Editions.  I think the working title now is Torn to Pieces, though I can promise a new title upon the publisher reading and accepting it.  The new version includes a third chapter that explores the relationship between Jackob and Kerian and their involvement with Iolite, something the reviewers wanted to see when the title came out years ago at another publisher.

Some good news came out the other day.  Menage Bound has been doing well via the reviewers.  No surprise there, but I am thrilled!

“Place a cigar smoking, Jack and Cola drinking corporate executive woman and two horny and hungry alpha males together and you have a ménage like no other.” – RomFanReviews

They really liked the story!

Sizzling Hot Books had THIS to say:  “Each story is unique and Menage Bound is unlike any that I’ve read before. The characters demand notice and Mr. Illyvich’s writing draws you into the story, making you feel like you were there.”

Don’t you think you should pick up your copy of Menage Bound now?

Amazon has it!

Published in: on November 11, 2012 at 12:51 pm  Leave a Comment  
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Borders is Liquidating – what this means to readers

If you all saw the article on Yahoo talking Borders Liquidation then you know things are changing.  The industry giant had a deal that fell out earlier last week when the buyers backed out.

What this means for readers?  Honestly, it’s going to suck for those of us that love bookstores.  However, Jean Marie Stine, publisher of Sizzler Editions suggests that a resurgence of mom and pop bookstores may occur.  This is obviously a good thing for us as writers as it gives us a lot more access to numerous smaller markets to sell our books because of the relationship building between authors and store owners.  Plainly put, the larger authors can draw in audiences to help small businesses grow.  The smaller authors may not have the draw at first, but local authors or authors that travel (like myself) can get around to meet more of our audiences without having to go through a huge chain of command.

My heart goes out to the 11,000 employees of Borders stores and I’m a little (well a LOT actually) disappointed by what liquidating means.  Books will get returned, shredded and the waste I don’t even want to imagine.

But readers aren’t going without.  Kindle, the Sony E-reader battle will continue as technology advances.  The iPad and other devices will continue to develop new and old readers as prices continue to drop.

Ultimately it’s a toss up but I’m going to have to run with it.

In the meantime, you can get most of my books through Amazon’s Kindle store.  Check them out here

Published in: on July 20, 2011 at 2:20 am  Leave a Comment  
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Harper Collins Cashing in on Self Destructing Library E-books

Did you hear about the policy change Harper Collins was attempting to make back in February? Yeah, basically (and do a bit more research on this, I just woke up!) they want to sell libraries copies of ebooks that self destruct after 26 uses, so the library would be forced to buy that book again.

Author Kate Douglas best-selling author of the Wolf Tales romance series and the newly released Starfire, signed the petition at Change.org and added, “Many of my really loyal readers first discovered my books in their local libraries, and have gone on to buy my stories for themselves, so libraries are, in effect, a great sales tool. I’d rather see publishers dealing with the huge issue of ebook piracy and leave libraries alone.

I have to agree with Kate Douglas and the 7 other authors who commented. While I’m all for making money as an author and for the trickle down theory to work properly, I’m not for shady tactics that get me sales. Most ebook authors are honest people and most readers are just as honest and prefer to buy from trusted sources. When you write a book and someone buys it, you’ve created an expectation, especially if they like the book they bought. If the reader found the author doing nefarious things outside of those expectations, the likelyhood of a returning sale is much less than if the author played on the straight and narrow.

The rest of the article can be found here

Published in: on May 12, 2011 at 5:34 pm  Comments (1)  
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Update from Support Judy Mays Facebook group

“The interview with WNEP went well they interviewed both parents and former students. The Associated Press also showed up and did interviews with everyone. Their article will run tomorrow. If you can’t watch WNEP tonight they will have it on the internet tomorrow. Hope this helps!”

I’ll try to have the footage here if I can for those who want to know more.

The official Support Judy Mays Fan page is http://www.facebook.com/#!/home.php?sk=group_217017738324436

Judy Mays website: http://www.judymays.com

Published in: on April 28, 2011 at 5:10 pm  Comments (4)  
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Sexy songs in Her Shelter

When I was writing Her Shelter I had just gotten off a Nile/Combichrist/VNV Nation kick that would have put aggressive into anyone. And I mean anyone. Driving beats, pounding rhythms, aggression out the ass! I wanted to continue to write a BDSM story for the Christmas Spirits releases that came out and ultimately, I did. Just not how I pictured it when I stared at the finished product. In fact, I was rather annoyed.

The music changed. I went from technical death metal and aggro-tek to Gothic. Back when I began embracing my EBM roots, I discovered Claire Voyant, and this song:

After you jam the song, buy the book!

Published in: on April 20, 2011 at 4:21 am  Comments (2)  
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Excerpt from Her Shelter

Can a strong Alpha learn lessons of the heart from someone who refuses their own emotions or will the Ghost of Christmas Future be forced to interfere?

New pack alpha Reinhold struggles with control over his pack, trying to provide the best for them while maintaining his relationship with the Sisters of the Moon.

Mistress Crissy is the solid, logical member of three sisters that have been granted possession of all wolves in this world by Diana, Goddess of the Moon. Her connection to Reinhold is purely lust based, or so she thinks until he pulls a stupid stunt and injures himself and her heart.

Can either of these two see heart to heart or will it take a little intervention from the ghost of Christmas Future to force them both to realise that they need each other as Mistress and switch?

Excerpt:

Three sisters gathered around the small fire, each taking points where power called to them. Smoke billowed upwards along with the smell of burning wood that filled the air. The fire crackled occasionally, sending a wayward spark flying from the fire. Lynne, Crissy and Theresa stood, joining hands and looking up into the night sky. The full moon revealed a presence more powerful than man itself could comprehend. A wolf howled in the distance.
A beautiful, feminine figure appeared in the sky with long flowing hair the colour of silver. Eyes shone midnight blue with irises that looked like bright stars illuminating the soft features of the woman.
“I am Diana, the Moon. Know me as you worship me on this night of the full moon.” Her voice was sweet, soothing. Full lips parted as each word spoke, and the sisters stood in awe of the new creature hovering before them.
“I am Lynne, first and last of man. Know me as one who follows strong female figures.” Lynne spoke first.
Theresa lifted her head and looked up at the Goddess. “I am known as Red. You are not my symbol or my chosen goddess, but I offer myself to you in earnest that I may learn and grow with my sisters.”
Crissy lifted her head last, looking around. “What?”
Lynne glowered.
“Oh, right.” Crissy snorted at her sister’s irritation. She never was one for putting on a show for any deity. “I’m Crissy. Know me as Air’s companion throughout ages, though why he chose me—ouch!”
Lynne elbowed Crissy.
The goddess chuckled. “Very well, ladies. I have visited your dreams, calling the three of you here on this night to offer you a gift. The special bond you three share is like that of soul sisters, yet you share no blood relation in this lifetime. You call yourselves sisters.”
All three sisters nodded. A wind blew back their hair, causing a visible chill to rush through Lynne. Crissy and Red held onto her tighter, sending warm thoughts towards her.
Lynne spoke first. “We do. These are my soul sisters as you’ve indicated. I serve the elements before I serve man, yet…” She looked down at the ground.
“Yet we have lived a long time and need a rest. We need…something,” Theresa spoke up for her sister.
Crissy gripped her sisters’ hands and tugged. “What these two mean is that we’re fucking tired. Given all this power is great, but having gone through centuries of bullshit is tiring.” Crissy heard Lynne gasp. She turned. “What? Am I wrong?”
“No,” Lynne glowered.
Crissy turned her attention back to Diana.
The goddess nodded. “I understand. Then I shall gift to you something most cherished to me in order to provide comfort to the places that ache the most. From this night, you three are now owners of my wolves. They will still need me and call to me. But you three shall seek them out and inform them. They will know you in spirit, recognising you as their keepers. One in particular shall be bound to all three of you, plus his wolven mate. He will love you all and you will all grow to love him, though,” Diana sighed heavily, “he’s a bit stubborn. The alpha you will deal with needs a loving dominant or three.” Diana grinned. “One of you especially needs the Alpha as of late.” Diana glared at Crissy.
Crissy straightened.
Lynne and Theresa smiled at each other, nodding at the Goddess.
No one had been mated to Crissy in this lifetime. She couldn’t let that happen. Not without sacrificing a part of herself. Not without giving something she no longer had inside her to another person.
Wolves were greedy and jealous. Some were downright mean. Others were assholes. They were all territorial. Crissy was not someone’s puppet; she would not be some wolf’s bitch.
“He’ll love you deeply, all three of you. And you’ll be my emissary to the wolves in times of trouble when I am not able to help them as they need. ”
“Fuck,” Crissy muttered. The thought of being loved by someone else brought to mind incidents that had wrecked her life before she’d met her sisters in this lifetime. She couldn’t afford that. She fully admitted to being a bitch, had been told so by previous lovers and partners all her life.
Even her sisters had occasionally said that of her and meant it.
Still, she let out a long, slow sigh and nodded in acknowledgement. The thrill of being mated to someone on this planet that was dangerous sent a chill racing through her. Could there actually be someone for her who would willingly submit to her every whim and desire?
“Thank you for your servitude, even you Miss Crissy.” Diana’s lip curled up in a sneer, but she continued, “I must bid you farewell, ladies. The hunt is on.” With that, Diana dissipated into the night, leaving the sisters with their new blessing.
Crissy felt herself being pulled into the arms of both her sisters. Loving heat surrounded her, filling most of her with a feeling of comfort that didn’t quite reach her entire heart.
She frowned but kissed both her sisters on the cheek before they all turned and began walking back to their house.
Though silent the entire way back, Crissy pondered what the Goddess had said. A mate of hers to share with her sisters. One who would love her.
Ha! The idea of love as she’d heard it expressed by others was false.
Yet, Diana had never let the sisters down. Of course, trust and love went hand in hand. Crissy could barely trust anyone other than her sisters. She’d seen them both through many lifetimes, thick and thin and they’d proven themselves.
Crissy looked up into the clear night sky then back towards the house in front of her. Leaves crinkled underneath her feet. The ache in her chest seemed to grow larger, bringing a tear to her eye. She wasn’t lonely. The world was full of fools who believed in a bullshit thing called love.
She sighed. Looking up at the bright moon then back at her sisters, she realised a part of her needed to heal. With Diana’s decree, the choice had been taken from her, which pissed her off. Crissy hated others making decisions for her.
She liked being the one her sisters had said was damaged.
Still, she didn’t want to love anyone or be loved by anyone. Not when they tended to let her down.
With Diana forcing a “gift” on the sisters, it looked like winter was going to be a long one this year.

Chapter One

Snowfall coated the entire forest as it had been falling for days. Fresh pepper scent mixed with asphalt filled the air. The snow had stopped shortly, allowing enough time for Reinhold to get away from Katiera to go find food for the two of them.
Both had been in wolf form for travel. It’d been easier than driving due to the roads being jammed with all the holiday traffic or buried in snow. Christmas was near. Reinhold had left Katiera in charge of the pack to raise the new babies and help the first time mothers while he was away but leaving wasn’t easy.
Rather, he’d been forced out. That pissed him off. But Katiera had good reason, and he couldn’t argue with that. “Look, I need time with the pack, and you need time to spend with those who own you.” Katiera’s words echoed in his mind. It’d been only a few months since he’d been introduced to the three who owned all wolves, but he’d fallen hard for them all, first for Lynne, then her two sisters. The problem was that the three sisters insisted on a Dominance/submission type of relationship.
Katiera persuaded him to follow his heart and accept the D/s relationship that the sisters imposed despite the obvious issues any wolf would have submitting to a human. No proud wolf submitted to a stupid, weak human.
Ever.
But Katiera had logic. Besides, I know what you’ve been doing. Even her glare was cute.
Huffing at the memory, his head raised to scent the wind. A deer was nearby, marking territory.
The musky, forest scent mixed with the stain of deer piss alerted him that his prey was not more than four hundred metres away. Slouching low, he padded through the snow until he reached site of the deer. A twig crackled beneath his paw.
The deer looked up. The deer was large and brown, and more of a buck. Large antlers protruded from the buck’s head. It snuffled in Reinhold’s direction.
Reinhold narrowed his eyes and glared.
The deer took a step towards him.
His heart thumped loudly in his chest, he’d never taken down a buck before without pack help No one was around for about a mile, but he damn sure wasn’t about to retreat. He’d taken on corporate suckers in the real estate world to amass millions of dollars, surely he could take down a buck without the aid of the others. He was alpha, after all.
Do it. The buck raised his head proudly and looked askance.
Reinhold heard mocking laughter in his head. Fuck you. He snarled and charged forward, leaping into straight into the air at the buck’s throat.
The buck turned and ran, galloping off into the woods.
Reinhold landed where the buck had been. Jaws opened and his tongue hung out as he chased after the buck down a dirt trail that led deeper into the forest.
The buck took a sharp left and continued charging down an unbeaten path.
Reinhold kept track of the buck’s scent and skidded into the tree nearby, causing snowfall to land on him. Damnit! He growled and shook the snow off his fur before continuing his pursuit.
Sunlight disappeared above the thick canopy of pine needles and branches as Reinhold ran deeper into the woods.
He stopped and sniffed the air, looking for deer scent. He smelled nothing amongst the thicket and bramble that lay in his path. Blinking, he stood as a man again, dressed in jeans and a loose fitting dress shirt with his long blonde hair pulled back. The tips of his hair had been dyed blue to match Katiera’s new hair colour, leaving him with an interesting look and a lot of dye on his rather pale skin.
Scanning the area, Reinhold waited, listened. A few birds chirped and leaves rattled in the distance as a wind blew past him.
He’d shiver but the wolf in him revelled in the cold. Timber wolves tended to relish the cold weather, and the Northern Midwest was just beginning to get cold in December.
The air grew thick around him as a fog set in. Voices whispered in the distance as the sound of a shovel scraping against rock echoed throughout the forest.
Something caught his attention. He quickly became the wolf, his ears perking up. Setting his nose to the ground, he sniffed the snow covered path before him, picked up the scent of dirt and blood. Odd, by the looks of the forest, it would seem to him that things were hibernating, not dying. The trees were healthy, thick branches sticking out to blanket the setting sun behind him. The wind howled as it cut through the forest, a low, wailing sound that reminded him of a wolf’s howl.
What is going on here?
Reinhold crept slowly down the path towards the sound of the shovel and voices. The closer he got, the more the voices seemed familiar. Having forgotten the deer momentarily, Reinhold changed back into a man, standing to his full height of six feet three inches. Dressed in black jeans and loose fitting dress shirt that Lynne had purchased for him, he ducked low in the bushes as he came upon a clearing.
Several people he recognised stood in a circle while Katiera stood at the head of them, holding the shovel.
Overjoyed to see that she wasn’t mad at him, he started forward, but his leg was caught on thick bramble. Looking down at his leg, he cursed and removed his foot from the thorns before returning his attention to the group. Before he took another step, he waited.
“I decree this to be the burial spot of Reinhold, Alpha and lover.” Katiera wiped a tear from her eyes before returning to shovel to the ground and heaving out a large pile of dirt.
“What the hell?” Reinhold took a step forward into the clearing. Nobody turned to face him. “I’m not dead yet, Katiera.”
“With this fire, we commit his body to the ground, to the earth as our Lynne would have wanted. I miss her and the fact that she and her sister could not be present.” Katiera’s voice was hollow, filled with an emptiness Reinhold had only seen when he first rescued her.
“I’m right here, Katiera.” He reached for her, unaware that he was passing through the bodies of his pack as he did so. When he got to her, he set his hand on her shoulder. It slipped right through the image. “What the fuck?” His eyebrows rose. Looking around, he saw that Katiera, along with the rest of his pack who attended this funeral were all ghosts.
His jaw hung open. Fear coursed through his veins as he realised where the deer had led him.
The forest of Vision. How the hell had they traversed through time and space to get here was beyond him. This place was known to man in legends as a nightmare for men and a breeding ground for death to shifters due to the often psychotic visions others had come back reporting after an accidental visit. No one was certain how they arrived here or how they left.
“Katiera, I’m right here,” he yelled at her when she finished covering the grave where his body was buried.
The ghost turned and looked at him with blue flames dancing in her eyes. The spark of life that was Katiera was not present. The Forest of Vision was real. The visions before him were just that, visions. His heart ached at the sight of his mate crying even as he tried to pull himself together.
A hand clamped down on his shoulder, sending an instant chill so cold that even the wolf shivered. “Are you satisfied, Reinhold?”
Jumping back, Reinhold jerked his head around and stared at the new being in front of him. “Who are you?”
The being wore a long brown trench coat and fedora with hiking boots. His pants were black as was his dress shirt. His face was slender, angled. Eyes peered from narrow slits in his head beneath the hat, but all Reinhold saw were two beady black dots. Long bony fingers protruded from the cuffs of the trench coat.
He grinned, exposing a row of pale teeth. “I am just a messenger. Some say I’m a ghost of perdition. Others know me as a spirit who shows men their truths.”
Reinhold cracked his knuckles, knowing there was no way he could defeat a spectre. Power rose off this being in waves that threatened to make Reinhold sick to his stomach. “Why am I here?”
“Because you wandered into the forest after my pet and didn’t think about your actions. Those who act carelessly end up here, Reinhold. You never think about your actions. And it was time that someone forced a change in you, otherwise—“
“Skip it.” Reinhold waved a hand dismissively. “Get out of my way so I can leave.”
The ghost raised his hat, revealing thick black eyebrows that rose upward. “You’re not even interested in anything I have to say? Or the fact that Diana sent me to warn you?
Reinhold shook his head. “Not in the least. I need to feed my pack.”
“Funny,” the ghost scoffed. “I don’t smell fear on you, how odd.”
“The Elements are tougher masters than you are. My Owners would have warned me if I was to encounter someone whom I should fear.” Smirking, Reinhold settled his arms across his chest.
“Ah, yes. Your owners. Now we come to the penultimate topic that can rankle your hide.”
Reinhold scoffed. “Hardly. They can take care of themselves.”
He tapped his chin with a long, bony finger. “Indeed. All humans can take care of themselves. All wolves however, especially those who engage in man’s games, need a little help, do they not?”
“No.” Infuriated at the suggestion that he needed help, Reinhold smelled pepper and ammonia, the scent of annoyance. It was his own. Startled, he straightened his posture and repeated the word. “No.”
“I see.” The ghost lowered his brim over his eyes. “So you deny that which is key to your existence?”
Reinhold smiled derisively. “The wolves have always been loners. We’ve survived without the aid of anyone for centuries. Some even say that this world was once theirs.”
“Indeed, I remember a time when that legend was born. But it is not so today. The species struggles against man, against a changing world. And man struggles as well, does he not?” His voice remained calm, even.
Reinhold nodded. “Man struggles against his own kind, yes. But I do not.”
The ghost stared hard at Reinhold. “So that is why you play man’s game with such high stakes?”
He felt the spectre’s gaze burn into him but didn’t bother flinching. “Your scare tactics don’t bother me.”
The ghost glowered. “I don’t mean to bother you, Reinhold. I merely mean to show you a truth you’ve missed.”
“The only thing I’ve missed,” his voice rose with every word, “is dinner. Your deer was that for me and mine. My mate hasn’t eaten in two days because of her workload and our schedule and—“
The ghost held up a hand. “Is that not the matter at hand? The workload?”
“Fuck you.” Reinhold spat out the words.
With a shrug, the ghost let out a visible sigh that turned to frost before them. “Very well then. I suppose the next time I see you shall be your funeral.”
“Bullshit—”
The ghost waved his hand, and Reinhold lost consciousness.

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